BreAKkInG into pieces...

I feel like running away, far away...where there would be nobody.I want to spend time with myself.I am fed up of everything.Why cant people understand- I cant make everyone happy and if I do so,I would be neglecting my own happiness.If they really do care for me ,why are they seeking for their happiness in me and not content with my happiness.

I feel nobody is true...everyone in your life has a purpose to be with you.No one loves you unconditionally.Evn if there are people who love you from depth of their hearts,We fail to recognise their worth in our lives.The most difficult task in this world is not to judge between right and wrong path but to choose a better one among two right of them.I feel like crying badly...Today again,I am all  alone on lonely island.

I am hurting those people wo really care for me, Am i being selfish?Or I am being a fool to believe they  do care for me.Someone get me out of this vicious circle..or I will run away ,never to come back.I am torn inside..I am bleeding within..I feel I cant share my feelings with anyone.This loneliness is killing me.Although,they claim to love me,they care for me,they stand by side when i need sometimes and manytimes ,they leave me alone to bear all the pain.I feel everything is fake.Dont know from where this negativity came in me...it has trapped me hard in the clutches.I want to break free and feel the fresh air.Take me out of it,I feel strangulated,i cant breathe....

I am breaking into pieces...Things are falling apart....Hold me....